today, i feel both disciplined and lazy and distracted. impossible right? heh. but alot of stuff in my life seems to be dangerously addictive. addictive cause its their nature (and me being ill disciplined). and dangerous, cause its oh so easy to lose focus because of an immaterial, fleeting obession. or want.

1. epics, fantasy novels and their translations to the big screen.
2. food =D
3. SLEEEEP! =DD
4. deviantart, youtube.

they aren't always bad, and in fact they aren't, really. it's just the way i use my time. wise? i dont think so, but i dare say i get the picture. and begginings of 'i'm starting to get a hang on it'.

(i hope you understand me.)

i'm sure there's more to it but my chem test is looming omniously above my head; in other words, i need to get off the com and away from deviantart. and of course now after the previous afternoon post, i want to compose a list of must read again novels. i want to and will. after the test. hahaha.

you can tell by the way i blog now, that i'm in an inspired poetry mode. -wan smile- it feels good, but its frustrating how that feeling turns into a distraction. so. back to cations and anions.