IF YOU GET MORE THAN 30 YOU'RE PARANOID. IF YOU GET 11 TO 20 YOU ARE PRETTY NORMAL. IF YOU GET 10 OR LESS YOU'RE FEARLESS. PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET ANY ARE JERKS WHO WANT PEOPLE TO THINK THEY AREKINGSHIT/TOUGHSTUFF (let's just say they're not being realistic).

this is from JonL's blog and i am not going to paraphrase it. hahaha =)


everyone fears something. you just have to find it...

[x] the dark kind of. in certain circumstances only. ^^
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth i will ask for alot alot alot of painkillers.
[x] being myself in front of others depends tho, define others.
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] i love cats
[ ] birds
[ ] fish hello mummy. xD
[ ] ants
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] dark water
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure i fear the disappointment. that counts?
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads if they're colourful, they're poisonous. and toads are jut plain unfortunately ugly. shudder.

[ ] my boy/girlfriends/boy/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boy/girlfriends/boy/girlfriends mom please let them be nice.
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places how high? =D
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[x] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[x] large crowds bad experiences last.
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death i can't wait.
[ ] Heaven i really can't wait. i want to ask God if he personally likes chocolate. i wonder if you get fat in heaven. i wonder about the food. i wonder if i'll get a better singing voice or if it even matters. i guess it doesn't but still. i wonder if i get in...

[x] being robbed i dont want to get scolded by my mum. neither do i want to be held at knife point. neither do i want my wallet taken away from me. i like my wallet. even tho its a... box.

[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility i fear not living up to people's expectations. different.
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes this geog student doesnt know the diff. gasp.
[x] diseases
[x] snakes i dont like animals that have painful AND poisonous bites.
[x] sharks i really dont like pain. but sharks are cool-ly majestic. but i like the 'Fish are Friends, not Food' ones in Finding Nemo! i love that show. ^^

[ ] shots
[ ] friday the 13th (seriously. WTH) *echoes Jon*
[x] poverty (of spirit)
[x] ghosts
[ ] halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] being blind i will dearly miss sight and colours and youtube.
[x] being deaf i will go crazy, only being able to hear my own thoughts. i will go crazeeee!

[ ] growing up used to fear this.. alot.. but now that it's happening. heh.
[ ] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings i really cannot take pain.
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[x] someone you love or care about
getting hurt
[x] someone you love or care about
hurting you
[x] love

i tag CARINE GEN JONQ DANNE and LYNETTE!
=)

you know. i cant remember what i wanted to blog about. it has something to do with a diet and food. but anyway.

RANDOM. i grew!!!! ONE CM. VERY GOOD ALETHEIA! *wide big grin* you had better not ruin my happiness!! /random.

so i was saying at the start of the month; when i was young (like 4 or5 years old young) i use to rationalise that by the time i'm 16 i'd be so self conscious and peer pressured and media influence-fied that i'd be on a diet and excising and by then have this really great figure. so in the meantime, i'd just eat all the candy and unhealthy food i want.
obviously back then, 16 was like really far away. even last year, 16 was still really really far away.

BUT.
but but but but now 16's like THIS CLOSE and i have grown to love food so much that i can't survive diets. so im still really fat and totally unable to fulfil my childhood expectations. GAR-FKJDGUUHNDSIE!!! nothing's gonna stop me from feeling like a total loser now. hur hur hur.

i wish i was like L. for starters i'd be smart.
for second starters (Even tho there's no such thing a second starters ^^ ) he eats the most inhumane, manga character and otherwise, amount of candy and sugar and caffeine that i've ever seen been consumed and doesn't grow fat.
so fans have come up with three reasons why.
reason1. he secretly excises and plays tennis in his free time between solving cases.
reason2. he uses up all the calories he consumes just by thinking and using his brain alone. which is bloody amazing if you ask me.
reason3. he thinks 'i wont get fat' and he doesn't. =D

have i mentioned before? i love L.
oh and of course, HanKyung.

special thank yous go out to Gen and Peiwen for getting me a baby milk bottle for my birthday ! ^^ and insiting that i use it as a water bottle this monday at school. i think i will. hahaha i love it! it has eeyore on it!
absolute love. =)
p.s/ send me the photos gen!!

tra la la la. i'm off to relax and watch delightful girl choon hyang!
before my weekend marathon of debate, research, tuition and emaths revision!

till later people!
love.