im taking a terrifying gamble with my built-in body clock and studying habits tonight. my plan is that i stay in school and do homework under the fan in the canteen. then go home at 6 and sleep till 11pm, oh the joy. and wake up (I MUST WAKE UP. I MUST) and do revision and more homework and revision till 2. or maybe 3am. ta-daaa... please let it work, please.

(juding from the alarming amounts of typos i just corrected in the short paragraph above, im getting worried. its either the fingers, or the brain + nervous system+ messages sent + neurons +receptors + blah blah..)

it's 2:01am now. if the plan DOESNT work and i fall asleep in geog tmr, I AM SO DEAD. cos mrs chua is SO scary i tell you. when i was nodding off today in class, all she did was go silent for two seconds and give my nodding form a icy glare for me to jerk awake.
i. am. terrified. of. her. period.
even if she is quite nice sometimes. just that you cant ever figure what she'll do next (smile or scold or smile or scold?) or guess what she's thinking.
that's it. im just terrified, period period.

on a much lighter note, my study playlist (see carine's blog: list of songs you study well with) is choke full of boybands like click five, mcfly,and the more... good charlotte, all-american idiot rejects, my chemical romance. and then influx of chinese songs from jay chou, 183 club. then the whole range of korean-songs-i-have-no-idea-what-they're-talking-about from super junior. hahaha thanks shirley and jasmine!

i dont know. im quite disturbed by the sudden, scary, increase of chinese songs. like really, really huge increase of chinese songs. before this year, the no. of chinese songs i listened too didn even need one hand to count off aka non-existant.
im becoming cheena-fied THE HORROR OF HORRORS (esp since i used to have a guy friend who discriminated against cheena people in general. eek.)(and the fan-girl-ness just comes in the package, hahaha, still! sam wang is hwaaatt!) ALL THANKS TO PW and fishy, please please please twack me. =/

but i still like the look on fishy's face when she heard me say one chinese sentence- ONE. and it wasnt even in chinese lesson or anything, i was doing chem and/or maths for goodness sake. 'ALETHEIA! YOU SPOKE CHINESE!!' hahahahaa.

pw: "YEAH yeah! you know, she's been adding chinese phrases in her conversations and everything!"

me: "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! BOTH OF YOU! ARGH!"
yes i really am quite disturbed and unsettled. its also quite sad, since i take forever and three more days to fully understand chinese lyrics. hahhaa.

but as someone pointed out, becoming slightly cheenafied isnt that bad a thing, esp if you see it as the culture that God gave us. so well, if i keep that in mind i shouldnt break down that.. badly..
hahahhaa.
oh and, the novelty of yam-yam-be-any-animal-you-want-crackers hasnt worn off yet. no one else likes the sprinkle-sparkles save me. yum, pure sugar. hahahhaa. today i've been a whale, two cats, three pandas, a horse, a starfish, a.. a.. i catn rmb. hahaha.

thus far i've spent 31minutes on the computer. 31minutes of not studying. gosh, it sounds like alot, erm, hahahaa goodnight people. jia you for exams, just hang on for a leeeetle bit more! =]

love, ale. =]