today.
has been a horrible day.

simply because its depressing to be depressed over some thing that you cant put a finger to. and even if you tell me its not worth to be depressed over something that i dont fully, conscientiously understand, i'd say 'No, it is.' because i want to know whats affecting me! so i guess im that kinda of people who like to "get intouch with their feelings". hur hur hur, why does it sound soooo wrong?

i have two more days to silence!
lets dance the mood swing. =]]


actually, debate was interesting. and apparently i need to "raise my standard of good debates" just like suzy cause i was so totally bowled over by each speaker's persuasieness and the content part of it all washed over my head. eh heh heh heh. very sheepish!

oh and THE ROOM THE DEBATE WAS HELD IN WAS HAUNTED!
let me (and suzy) count the ways.

1. the celling.
peeling blue paint, making it look centuries older than it probably is. and structure of it (try imagining a metal barn roof. a peeling blue paint metal triangular barn roof complete with shutters for windows and support beams etc...)

2. the door that seemingly leads to nothing.
this particularly reminds me of the spooky mansion house encentric old lady INSERT NAME HERE built, whereby her own bedroom has three different exits. one that opens into a solid wall, and another, a four feet drop into her kitchen. SPOOKY.

after the debate, suzy and i made our way acroos the room to check it out, it led to outside the building, railings and all. creepy door for a classroom.

3. the "decorations" hung. a spinning-on-its-thread-dragonfly (plastic gaudy body, paper thin wings) and a net-bag, the kind you use for holding your onions. uncannily reminding us of a head. GEESH! everytime we looked up, we went eeks. the dragonfly seemed to purposefully stop spinning round and round, staring directly at us! now for the real EEEEEKKK!

4. the fact that the room seemed to change everytime we noticed something there. like 'omigosh i just realiesed this room is airconed'. okay, this may be be bacuse we're just slow, but the WHOLE group of us? nah-uh i dont think so. it just adds to the room's spooky factor. garr.

5. and suzy claims stacked up tables are scary. uh-huh. [/sacarsm]



2.4km run on friday morning! argh! im going to seriously get gen to run infront of me with my waterbottle and ice cream. hahaha. and im aching all over from incline and sit-ups. oooOoOoOoOoOo.. x/

do you know how much more mature and deep the seniors blog? mmm. as in, scgs sec4s in gnerally. will i grow to be like that too?