shouldnt it be time for you to wake up from your fairy tale and take a look around. and perhaps wonder why mr charming isnt there to catch you in his strong arms when you fall, isnt at your school gate to present you with a rose, isnt calling at night with sweet nothings ( because they are nothings.), isnt there to make you feel beautiful and sexy and good. let me be blunt and tell you why. hot, cute, wonderful dream guys are for dreams, not for real life.

of course if you meet that particular guy who is cute, hot, gentlemanly, nice, sensitive and passionate without an ulterior motive, dont let up. basically im not saying that this particular specie of males dont exist. i am merely saying, there isnt enough for everyone. and therefore, wake up.

perhaps. its time to be strong. and not lean on your friends to boost your self confidence. you can be beautiful without needing a guy to tell you that right? and besides, why on earth do you need a guy when you're fourteen?!?!

argh.


"Just because you have the emotional range of a teaspoon, doesnt mean we all have."
-Hermoine, GOF

i have just been proven the ultimate naive, immaturity, superficial insensitivity of a guy who should know better. i truly, honestly think guys should go for some life lessons on sensitivity. what on earth makes you think making a remark abt her not being hot enough wont hurl her self esteem to the ground in bits. what on earth makes you think she'll be able to take that kind of thing thrown in her face. and what on earth makes you think i wont come after you in the middle of the night with a big fat heavy watermelon stuff with chillies to drop on your head?? what makes you think i wont take revenge for her? what makes you think i wont scream your brains out, for doing such an insensitive thing to my darling best friend? HUH??!?!
-rabid growl-

for goodness sake you're what, seventeen? and call yourself a counselor when you make your "clients" sound utterly lost cases and brainless bimbos. Whereas you are up there, to be looked up at. if you are a counselor, you should have mastered the art of being sensitive. or rather, knowing what not to say. my goodness, i know thirteen year old guys that are utterly wonderful without comparison.


naivity of you makes me seriously hurl bananas and painful pokey bits at you. both of you. and if i have a host of angry girls at my heels trying to tear my eyes out for damaging your pretty boy face, i dont care. if you want to judge a person by her looks, go ahead and jolly well miss out on a whole array of colours. im not only refering to just us, im refering to your whole life. you dont notice a grey background, if alot of colours are splashed on it. your eye picks out lime green and purples, then orange streaks and basically the black gives you a black eye. but you wont see the grey underneath it all unless you stop to look and study. in this case, get to know better. and when you do see the grey, you're thankful for it because it changes the whole thing. does it not. grey is such a beautiful mysterious colour.

i suggest you think.
oh, and i really suggest you apologise.
and wake up.

oh and by the way. if ever i get disfigured, i know i still will have friends that love me anyway. and above all this superficial world can offer, im undeniably thankful for them.


'this is my single status, my declaration of independence'
-natasha bedingfield

stop being so superficial guys. cause if this continues, basically girls will grow up and decide, you're not worth it. or worse, you're not worth them.

now only if i can get this into my friends heads. its no laughing matter, when you see them cry. when they cant throw out the lies the media plants. when they're so convinced that you must be thin to be beautiful that they refuse to eat. or think that they're just plain ugly ( when they're just so cute and wonderful in their own way that no one can compare!), to the point they hate the mirrors. and i have no idea what to do. i can only cry for them and pray. this is where the Lord comes in. cause you cant fight by your own strength. you have to depend on the lord, let him fight for you, and above all, let him heal the hurts in you.