all i've been is numbed, chilled and sedated thankyouverymuch.
i believe it takes alot of love and concern to hit something like that on the head. dont worry, it isnt lost on me. well actually, stop worrying abt me altogether. im fiiine. hahaha. and everything needs to go through a time of processing,tearing down then building up and whitewashing anyway.
thankyou. for not being one of them.


"Viva Forever"

Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one

Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind


i think the only reason i'll always be fruitlessly waiting for you, is simply because i cant forget. i swear i love this song.



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the wall is blank.
i know there are pictures that tell a story
below the white paint that masks it all.

and i stare and stare and stare.
call it a blank wall, a canvas,
a story in itself.
i want to call it the end of a chapter.