i forgot want i wanted to blog abt. grrr.
oh yar. i WAS depressed. hahaa. thats wad you get from reading sad angst hopeless romantic fanfics and talking to people you knew but now hardly know and THINKING about stupid silly school girl crushes that are freaking stupid. ahh..haha?

but NOW. im talking to gen. (she's.. singing some weird song over the phone now..) just goes to show how much i loveeee gan (and pei wen and anabel) they always manage to cheer me upp...
peiwen just called. (THEY are talking abt maths. darn. i have mountains of homework and revision.. ) so yapp conference calls are fun..

now i REALLY FORGOT what i wanted to blog about.


drifting away?
or is it just the tide.
in, out, in, out.

i miss you.

love that isnt love?
freak go away and stay away.
or embrace..


in, out, in, out
like a gentle boat ride..
i bob up down in a pea green gonola

i missed you

but when love isnt love.
when "love" is nothing less than
infatuation
and infatuation
IS SO FREAKING SHALLOW
willl i wait and prove
infatuation wrong?


freak. go away irritating descisions. ahaha. think~
30years down the road. will it matter?

but for now. i think infatuation SUCKS.




i WILL change my layout. i promise.
i can always improve on my poetry skills. heh heh heh.