Contrast is bad and good and bad and good...

morning: i was at gen's hse doing "project work". why the inverted comas? hahahahaa, simply coz the project is the best project a teacher has thrown at us. Analyze a musical- HAVE YOU BEEN LISTENING TO US MOAN ABT WANTING TO WATCH THE PHATOM OF THE OPERA TOGETHER FOR THE PAST 2MTHS?!? waha.

so i immerse myself in the heaven sent arts of ballerinas and angel voices (erm with afew exceptions heh) and raging emotions of love, lust, passion, fear, anger.. and my heart goes all out to the phantom.. Destined to live a lonely life, away and hidden and mysterious, destined to die alone- will anyone mourn for you, o angel of music? crush the rose bitter heart, crush all hope?

let you all curse the day you failed to do what the phantom of the opera asked of you.

thats by and by, the one line that has been ringing in my head.hahaa. me n pw were bickering abt that particular line wahahaha.

kookee:oh so nicee!

pw: yarr!

kookee:im going to put that on my msn nick

pw: NOO. i wanted to do that!

kookee: too baaddd!!!

*commence pillow fight*

and then afternoon: lets go watch charlie and the chocolate factory! yay!! okae, serious contrast here lols! well,im a chocolate maniac. what can i say? heh.. well i got moomoo back. safe, one peice,not multilated, still full of love to give. hahahah. and i sincerely hope the duck will have a nice life.. *cough jon cough*

i want to live in the chocolate factory, feed on a diet of nuts and scrumplicious eatables and frothy light chocolate mixed by the waterfall, the one and only way to mix chocolate, guess wad willy wonka's factory is the only factory that does it the proper way. i want to tell willy wonka- he'll never walk alone. i want to laugh and play and be a child and not realize im getting old till i see a strand of silver. i want i want i want- i do not want to sound like that brat veruca salt. hurmph.

oh the ending.. tho they changed it, i liked it. things like that do happen simply bcoz it isnt a book but a movie.hahahahhaa.shallnt be a spoiler THEREFORE GO WATCH THE MOVIE its nice nice nice. hahahahaa. (silly gen, i could have watched with youu!)

moomoo's journey. yay.

maybe he can teach me guitar now huh. hahahaha.

moomoo is the cutest cow ever and he can melt hearts of guys.

a splash of WHAT on the dusty floor.
-tomato ketchup
-lime juice/ orange juice/ grape FnN juice/ sparkling juice/ apple juice
-msg-ed soup from instant noodles/grandma's wonderful soup
-WATER
-melted ice cream/ice cube
-coppery tanged blood
-salty tears

i cant think at the moment. but how abt you?

if i wont dont cant allow myself to love you,
will i ever regret?
but if life doesnt cant wont have any room for regrets,
how will i know?
if i dont cant wont admit it is love..
will the feeling tear me apart?
will i even care?
that ultimately means, duh it isnt love.
wake up aletheia, you dreaming fool.

"Don't fall for me Lily, because I wont be able to handle it."
-James Potter, as Sarinileni would have it.

when tears in my eyes have no right to be there, i know im being a fool.

ale