woohoo! i dunt noe y. but DAT deserves a cheer. :D haha.. contary to popular belief. *HINT*

i dunnoe why im here blogging. 1. im not exactly bored. 2. i have no raging emotions such as insanity/guilt/anger to express. yeps. my life sux basically. i agree totallywif alfi. i need a pet. haha.. i dunt noe why. but im feeling all. chirpy. and happy. not my general insanity. but jus... a strange contentment wif the world.

which is extremly weird.

actually not.

im jus lying to myself. sry ppl if i come off as too big a mystery. :) ca n yy i tink.. dey sufferunder my mood swings de most. sry gurls. but i can cope kaez ca/ dun need to wori abt me? i've dealy wif 13 yrs of life. i can deal with wadeva (such a nice word. wadeva.. my fav these daes. :D but dat's off point. haha)

wad's de point again? wait abit. i need to re read. haha..

okok.
im lke. not making sense.

1. i sae im happy. happy may not be the word actually.. i juz feel. a gnawing ache in me. dat i want desperately to cover up and ignore. kaez.. so i abuse the fair-but-nit-so-fair name of insanity. :) but under certain circumsatnces.. i cant use insanity.. now dat is. so.. happy.

get me?

i see blank faces.

...

am now wondering y im bothering wif dis.

ca will come to me tmr.
"your blog entry was boring"

shirley will complain on sundae.
" can you stop being so petty?"

or wadeva not.

she'll sae she wont sae 'can you stop being so petty' she'll sae she'll sae something cooler.

:) yay. dat made sense in an insane wae. haha..

and de'll be ppl who dont care. they'll read dis expecting an insane work of me. and get dis explainatary entry. and dey'll go away cursing me for a waste of time. and not think abt wad i sae. does r the ones dat dont care. i have dis hufge urge to pen down their names. but can i? de hole reason i stopped bloging was becoz of dis.

im here trying not to let the world get to me. but sometimes i try to hard.. wen i do. pls ppl im not intentionally "acting cute". wen i dont. u'll be facing a depressed monster of insanity. madness. maniac in other words.

you dont want that..

im sry ca. der was once u were on the reciving end.

i want to apologise.

(back to the now-lost point..)
2. my life sux. nothing i need to explain here. if u cant figure it out. i pity u for beign stuck wif that level of intellegience.

...

that was mean.

i apologise.

and..

listening to joy's canon in d. love that song so much! gosh.
dadadadadadadadadadadadadaaaaa..

haha.. fine.. random-ness is not good. :D but i lke it somehow. :DDDD

i cover up my ture feelings at time. trust me. under der.. im v depressive. n as mr ang puts it. morbid. wen i smile. tink if i mean it.

im deciding on slpurging on a trip to the mental hospital. splurging as in literaly going der for a check up. haha..

visit me at woodbrigde kae ppl? i noe dat place is v depressing contary too susu's belief dat u'l hear laughter..

ppl. trapped in a building. confined to their mental wall.

wer does de laughter come from?

:D den at least i'll noe who cares.