001: Start over again.
11:08:00 AM
002: When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations,it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
003: I've been neglecting my blog so much, i feel sorry for it. School has been busy, I've been juggling emotions and slipping more or less into my old pattern of mood swings, dependency, binging and slight depression. Blogging just doesn't come top of the list of To-Dos. Even though blogging has never been on that list, i always blog when im bored, or when i need to get something off my chest. Now, I just can't squeeze out the energy to blog. I simply flop down, have abit of fun on the computer and then go to sleep.
004: I've been picking up books to read again. A counter-active hobby, when the books i'm reading over &over again is the twilight series. I call it the 'emo-looking-vampire-series'. and yes, it is making me emo. I checked with Gen & PW, they don't even shed a tear at the part where Edward leaves Bella. They just feel sad. Whereas I stop reading entirely, curl myself into a ball a let the tears take over. It's freaky the way i know how Bella needs to clamp her arms around herself to hold herself together, physically. I know.
005: I shall not fall in love just because i want to. How low can i stoop, to use friendship in that way? Bella Bella Bella *tsk*.
006 part i: "Would you like to hear my story, Bella? It doesn't have a happy ending—but which of ours does? If we had happy endings, we'd all be under gravestones now." — Rosalie Hale
006 part ii:
'Fell down again, Bella?' — Emmett
007: on a much happier note, I started role playing! hahaha, influence by pw, again.
http://bellasdrug.livejournal.com/
it's locked and friends only, for the rping community, haha. Me and Gen are sharing Edward Cullen, of all characters! I think we're unbelievably lucky as first timers. hahaha. (: And trying to get into Edward's head, trying to imitate his perfect 19th Century speech and trying to mind read when well, we can't mind read, certainly makes everything harder. oh well, the challenge is gamely met head-on. (:
and yes, he's basically a bloodsucking vampire version of a Greek god.
008: I'M HUNGRY. again.
my classmates know me as the hungry, sleepy girl.
i've already made pacts with three different people to LOSE WEIGHT while i'm in acjc, an USE the gym. haha. and i will! i will! after all, i did go to the gym quite regulary in sc! (:
009: God, I really miss you people. New friends are good and all, but new friends don't stop you from missing old friends.
my sari looks like a mermaid's tail! :D
011: random/ i'm hiccuping for no reason AGAIN.
012: Gaspard Ulliel is really really really hwat. &cute.
i wish he was playing Edward!
013: this super long, picture filled, blog post is surely because i'm feeling guilty. AND because i'm bored and blogging is a good method of distracting myself (from my homework, hee.) AND it lets me be random, it takes my mind of things i'd rather not think about, it proves to the world that i'm still alive. as in, alive alive, and not in comatose state. it lets my fingers do the talking and it makes me realize what my days have been revolving around as of late.
which i must say, thay HAVEN'T been centering around Gaspard Ulliel, i swear. hee.
014: what my thoughts have been centering around, huh?
016: 'I knew it. I knew I was dreaming.'
017: End.
love.
ale.
008: I'M HUNGRY. again.
my classmates know me as the hungry, sleepy girl.
i've already made pacts with three different people to LOSE WEIGHT while i'm in acjc, an USE the gym. haha. and i will! i will! after all, i did go to the gym quite regulary in sc! (:
009: God, I really miss you people. New friends are good and all, but new friends don't stop you from missing old friends.
my sari looks like a mermaid's tail! :D
pictures look familiar because they've been reused.
who says i cant reuse pictures anyway!
who says i cant reuse pictures anyway!
010: i wish.
011: random/ i'm hiccuping for no reason AGAIN.
012: Gaspard Ulliel is really really really hwat. &cute.
i wish he was playing Edward!
013: this super long, picture filled, blog post is surely because i'm feeling guilty. AND because i'm bored and blogging is a good method of distracting myself (from my homework, hee.) AND it lets me be random, it takes my mind of things i'd rather not think about, it proves to the world that i'm still alive. as in, alive alive, and not in comatose state. it lets my fingers do the talking and it makes me realize what my days have been revolving around as of late.
which i must say, thay HAVEN'T been centering around Gaspard Ulliel, i swear. hee.
014: what my thoughts have been centering around, huh?
debate: succint.
015: random photos. as in, really really random photos.
duck vs cow: FACE OFF!
New Zealand.
015: random photos. as in, really really random photos.
duck vs cow: FACE OFF!
New Zealand.
016: 'I knew it. I knew I was dreaming.'
017: End.
love.
ale.
ale
