to prove im am not dead.

HI.

ahahahas. okae, i am suprised at my own laziness at blogging updates and housekeeping my blog.but really, dont expect me to turn into sujah (who btw ISNT blogging anymore) and blog every. single. day. (0.0") and argh, dan's blog is WOW. i am speechless. it that kind of 'WOW. I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE!!! to close the window until i've drank in enuff." you noe that type of wow? hahaa.

anyway, on with my random life. i've been weighed down by wad every student in sc faces, minus the sec4s ---- freaking tues tests. and wads worse, i just. JUST. figured out, they're all counted. all of them. including the ones i failed badly (chinese). well, in other words, i figured they were my CAs. slow, i know.

and. i am so not happy with my science marks. still have yet to top my class. how can i even think! abt triple science at this rate? i have little or zlich drive for unattainable heights but whine! triple science has been my **dream** since p6. can you ask me too put all that down?

aparently yes. maybe scinece doesnt matter THAT much to me.














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krap. i take that back. science matters the world to me.im on the edge of declaring my love of scince over my love of literature. >.< i dont care, i love both. ahahahas. if it doesnt, wad will lit come to? what will my life come too. when today at web matt talked abt filling empty spaces with jesus, i understood. coz i had done just that. and put things i held precious to me next to my heart. things like my cows, my blankets , my candy, my godbro and sworn sis and science and lit. if i were to take awya science and lit, i would end up going back to going-thru-the-motion phrase. slowly but surely. and since i've been there before, no way am i going back. for those who had no idea wad i talking abt, ask me.


and den theres debate.
this is one of thoese thingys that are like labeled **new in my life. ahahahas.

so okae, we lost to RI1. cant deny they make crap sound good. sec2s shall try our best at y14s. tho i have little confidence in me. blegh.













i now know WHY i dont like blogging. its all me, me, me my life, me. boring.egoistic to think other ppl actually care and want to know. and plain downright perssurising for an idiot like me to waste brainjuice on churning out something worthwhile. i dare you to prove me wrong. who *bleep* cares?