8:04:00 PM
woots! ages [literally!!] since i last blogged. hahaa. guess you could say i took a break from the computer.heh. and even if i did go online, most of the time it wasnt blogs or msn. more of friendster [add meee!], fanfiction and research. for debate.hahaa yes. im back in the debating club. yes, i quit netball. sadsad, i didn get on the school team. somehow, even if i was offered the school team points and coaching the sec1s, i had to quit. there's no point in doing something just for the points. no point in doing something that you dont have a passion for. i've missed debate. im glad to be back.
Hey you, living for tomorrow
You sell your dreams for a pocket of change
Hey you, smokin' up your sorrow,Just pointing fingers at someone to blame
Hey you, you turn your back on your children
It's left you in that big burning bed
This life's like livin in the gutter
All this pain just makes you feel dead
You're just givin it all, givin it all away
You're just givin it all, giving it all away, hey, hey yayayay
Slow down
Just look a little closer
You might find thats its not the end
You wonder how, your life can get better
When you're alone you just tear yourself down
i've changed drastically since you ppl knew me. i shld think.
it was quite a susprise when a nagging voice actually draged me out of bed to do my QT with god. at first it was hard to get out of the warm cocoon i dug. sometimes i didn.just turned a deaf ear to the nagnagnag. but i found it became easier and easier. and slowly, i grew. guilt can do so much! hahaa.
so blessed! i cant contain it. so much i gotta give it away. your love, has taught me to live now. you are. more than i can dream of.
om meeting today. i detest!!! om. pft. but woots! vanessa house rawks. the pool is like just there. attached to the house.like there's this room like porch thingy thats no railings no nothing just 'room' stops here.poolstarts here kinda thing. SUPER KOOL. so after the whole thing was rehearsed and planned out and blahblahblah. *evil grin* i pushed sujah in. funny thing is she gave me -permission- to. waha. i was like 'can i push you in' hahaa. she didn object maah. Xp den one after another went in. some were pushed in *snigger* some pulled others in. waha. it was very wet. veryveryvery wet. and guess who couldnt swim. sujah. hahaa. no worries, she's alive and kicking. since the pool was only abt 1.4m? deep. hahaa. we took SOOOO many piccys.
see what fun. hahaa. all credited to mee. since -i- *ego* started it. (>.<)" hahaa.
Here I am, As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around, I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Shut up, come back
No I didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through
My head is spinnin' But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake
Here I am, As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around, I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
I've been waiting all my life
To finally find youJust so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin over broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay
Oh, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around, I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Love me for me
happy bdae carine!!!
hahaa. someone's happy to be 14 huh? yarr. this sworn sister of mine has a special place in my heart and she knows it. i respect her for being who she is. something i think is important.andd. if ever theres a day that you down and feels that the world doesnt care. remember me, and know that's not true. i'll be there for you 24/7. promise. love and hugs, your sworn sister, aletheia.
ale
